Thursday, June 06, 2019

I Miss you, C

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"I miss you"

I want to tell you that, Chad.

But instead..

I'll get busy to have no time to think about you.
I'll forget you to forgive you.
I'll find happiness to not be sad for you.
&
I'll someday I won't  be think about you.

 

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Monday, June 03, 2019

Click Unfriend

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WOW!

He is so true to his word, he UNFRIEND  Me..

I didn't expect that cause its an immature thing to do.. But I guess Im not the ONLY child in the ex-relationship..

Im still in shocked.. I dunno how I would described the feeling..  My face felt numb and could only feel my heart betting.. Is this how true shocked really feel? Im just speechless..

 

Why some men lack the courage to change?

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While I was washing the dishes, a thought came to my mind.. a question that I may or may not know the answers.. 

Why do some men choose not to change? What does it make them to want to change? 

In my relationship, it’s not like I’m asking him to change for the worst.. I’ve ask my exe to call me on special occasions or emergencies, rather than texting me.. I don’t understand why that simple request is hard for him to comply? His reply to me on my question is, “take me for what I am (PERIOD).” 

Is my request really a big deal? Are there really men out there who refuses to change?

 

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Sunday, June 02, 2019

The Handyman Part 1

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I find myself heartbroken again.


Thinking back to my old boyfriends, I search my mind on how i got over each one of them. But instead my mind pop up the scenarios of the time when I broke up with them, how i handled the ending chapter of my love stories. I realised two things in common;

1. Me breaking it up
2. Feeling lost

I've was told myself that breaking up can't have a good ending. Like ending it gracefully, ending it up civil. It has to have the drama, the fights, the exchange of hurtful words, shouting, and cursing. I do this for me. the only step i know how to move on. Afterwards, I need to change, learn to unlearn, forgive and forget. Now this the tricky part, its you, yourself is the teacher and the student, at the same time. Which metaphorically, the Teacher is the Mind and the student is the Heart. A battle that I now have to face everyday. 

Should I follow the heart because of the one reason that made me stay for 5 years in the relationship, or my mind which constantly reminding me that, this is not the relationship I want to live for the rest of my life.  

Now I comfort myself by writing this. I need to change, learn to unlearn the love that Ive known for 5 years. I hope this time, time will be my friend and make it easier. 

My goal is write, till there is no more feeling to express, no more words to share about the Ex.


 

Wednesday, May 08, 2019

I’m Back

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Hello there! How have you been? Usually the coming questions people ask another after a long time with no communication.. it’s seems right and polite..

I’m back writing;  I need to pour my heart out (again)..

My boyfriend forgot my birthday.. i’m was mad and decided not to text him back till he Makes up for it.. but hence, I was left mad and heartbroken. Then I’ve been doing some thinking weighing the pro and cons why I’m in a relationship with him.. I got only one good check on my list and that’s I love him.. but everything else goes on the cons side..

Family
He doesn’t and have no intentions of knowing them or have any connections, even casually.. did I mention only my youngest sister he had met during my entire relationship with him. He thinks my family is toxic.. but who isn’t? I mean, scratch deeper everyone has issues..

Secrets
I find him very secretive.. at first I thought he has trust issues but for the longest time, what I see is what I get, literally.. I even have to start a fight for him to talk to me about what he thinks or express his feelings..

He forgets to let me know when he goes out
He does! It’s seems shallow, but I would like to know where he is.. hey if your not hiding anything what’s not tell? What as a few seconds of your time texting, it’s not every time you have an emergency, right?

Gooodnight Greetings
(Again) seems shallow? But why break a tradition that you’ve been doing for so long? Why why?

Reversed Psychology
He turned every fight that it was my fault.. that I’m the one who is out of line.. I let it slide.. I always ask myself is it worth fighting for little things that matters to me? I also get tiered fighting cause I don’t get what I want..

My Personal Problems
Now this is the biggest on my list.. I realized that I can’t talk to him about my personal issue which is mostly about family.. he avoids and doesn’t give any feedbacks.. if he does it’s usually a bad comments and he gets mad and always ask me no to talk about it with him..

 

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