Blog-huh?

Hello there! How have you been? Usually the coming questions people ask another after a long time with no communication.. it’s seems right and polite..

I’m back writing;  I need to pour my heart out (again)..

My boyfriend forgot my birthday.. i’m was mad and decided not to text him back till he Makes up for it.. but hence, I was left mad and heartbroken. Then I’ve been doing some thinking weighing the pro and cons why I’m in a relationship with him.. I got only one good check on my list and that’s I love him.. but everything else goes on the cons side..

Family
He doesn’t and have no intentions of knowing them or have any connections, even casually.. did I mention only my youngest sister he had met during my entire relationship with him. He thinks my family is toxic.. but who isn’t? I mean, scratch deeper everyone has issues..

Secrets
I find him very secretive.. at first I thought he has trust issues but for the longest time, what I see is what I get, literally.. I even have to start a fight for him to talk to me about what he thinks or express his feelings..

He forgets to let me know when he goes out
He does! It’s seems shallow, but I would like to know where he is.. hey if your not hiding anything what’s not tell? What as a few seconds of your time texting, it’s not every time you have an emergency, right?

Gooodnight Greetings
(Again) seems shallow? But why break a tradition that you’ve been doing for so long? Why why?

Reversed Psychology
He turned every fight that it was my fault.. that I’m the one who is out of line.. I let it slide.. I always ask myself is it worth fighting for little things that matters to me? I also get tiered fighting cause I don’t get what I want..

My Personal Problems
Now this is the biggest on my list.. I realized that I can’t talk to him about my personal issue which is mostly about family.. he avoids and doesn’t give any feedbacks.. if he does it’s usually a bad comments and he gets mad and always ask me no to talk about it with him..