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It will be worth the wait

2011-06-14T01:09:00.001+08:00

There is something about about watching Pinoy romance movies. No matter how baduy, corny the movie is, it touches a part of my heart. It crunches, makes my breathing shallow. It hurts. My mind tells me not to wait but the heart whispers.

2011-06-14T01:01:00.001+08:00

It's hard to get by

2011-06-05T14:17:00.001+08:00

Today my Angkong was brought to the hospital. I've been with him since birth. He is like my father. He is not perfect. In fact he is a very strong person. He is the type of person who you say "matalas Ang dila". When we learned he has CA back on 2004 or 06, thing ls started to change. His personality change. He was nicer and less sunget.

Going back to my First sentence. When he was on the car, and I was looking into his eyes. I never felt so sad looking into someone. I wanted to help. Give him a part of me so that he will be the same Angkong before he left for Baguio. I mean, no matter what or how people share their experiences. It is nothing like going thru the process. I know that I should be stronger and ready. Since I live with him. But I feel that it's nothing like it. I don't think people could be ready. I don't think I will be ready.

Sometimes I wish that I don't have a heart.

Social Spark

2011-06-05T00:57:00.001+08:00

I had the most wonderful time is school today. Finally we discussed a topic that I am interested too. Social media. We talked about facebook, twitter, google, how these companies became the master of the world wide web. I finally had the courage spoked out in class. To expressed and share the knowledge with confidence. I'm not big in talking in front of the class. I am so scared to be judge and criticized by others. Enrolling in masters is not what I expected, not even near to what I imagine it to be.

Honestly, For the first 20-40 days in school, it was hard socially and mentally. For the first time I felt like an outcast. I didn't connect to most of my classmates. Felt feel like an imbecile. I couldn't give much knowledge to the case studies. In other words- I feel like shit.

Today in school. It change a little. There was light. A spark of hope. An answer to my prayers. I hope this will continue.

Re-Cap

2011-05-03T16:13:00.002+08:00

2008

2009

2010

Getting older sure brings a lot of pressure. People expect something from you, a better life, a better car, a better carrer, in other words - something different. I wonder where will my life will lead next year. Will I be different Valerie? Honestly, I don't like growing. I like my life now. I don't want the pressure of work or school. I have a paper due by the end of the month and I haven't start writing. I'm still confused on how to write it down and I'm having a hard time getting people to help me. I think our Plant Manager expect a lot from me. He kept saying that I (alone) should do it. He has no idea how much pressure this paper is doing to me. Sometimes I wished that they could have seen me in a different way, not the Manager type. Oh boy... The expectations that the Plant, my family, especially my father is killing me. I'm having a hard time thinking on how I'm going to make things happen and achieve these expectations. I try hard not to think about failure. I try to keep in mind the positive and support that my Sister, Mother, and friends cheer me with. I know that there is no easy way in things like this and I also know that when I do accomplish this, it will be one of my greatest highlight in my life.

As I try not to face reality of growing old, I know that I could not stop nor delay the things that are ment in my life to happen. So I ask one thing for my birthday and I hope that this was ment for me to accomplish and not loose my sanity. I won't mention is here anymore what exactly I am asking for, but I'm sure He already knows about it.

I placed a 3 year recap of my birthday photos. Funny that I mentioned that I don't like growing up. Yet, you can see me change the way I look and wear more appropriate clothes throughout the years. I can't figure out if its because, I change for the better or I change cause everyone expects me to change.

Anyhow,

Thank you so much for everyone who greeted me and made this simple day special to me.

I love you guys so much!

PEACE!

ME - Day 10

2011-03-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Overview:

The first week, we takled about "Self Mastery" - knowing ones self.

I've learned that according to the Self Assessment Test;

1. Right Hemisphere Brain Dominant
2. Quadrant D
3. Scored ENFJ - Extraverted Intuitive Feeling Judging in my MBTI Test

Summing it up in one word, I am what they called "The Dreamer". I'm lacking the traits of the logical person. So I have to work hard(er) to develop the other side of my Brain because according the my professors, I'll be needing this traits for me to pass my Course and to be a great Entrepreneur. I need to work on with my arithmetic/ number skills, logic thinking, and reasoning.

Recently with all the case studies that we are reading and discussing, I've beginning to feel the pressure of my missing traits. First of all, I'm having a hard time understanding the Charts on our case studies. Whenever I look at it, all I can make out are stick figures or doodling scrips. I'm in extra-effort mode and it feels like that my head is bring stretch to its limits most times and other, it feels like a jello.

Since school start I'm exhausted to deal with work stuff, which is usually do in between dinner time and reading the Case studies (for the next day). This Master Course is definitely different from what I expected it to be. Really different compared to College. There are a LOT of READING, ANALYZING, ENUMERATING, CHARTING and (what I hate the most) Dealing with NUMBER. Also, I'm having a hard time with the gathering of data with my Macro- Environment information which will be very essential to my defense with my First Module by April. Again, I have to do the messy research of the nature of my business, which is Plastic Container and I could not find relevant Secondary Data over the internet. Freak Talaga! I don't know where the (Hell) I'm going to look for that data.

I don't know if I'm cutout for this, but I surely want to pass this, finish what I started. One things for sure (and I'm feeling it already) I'll be a totally different person next year.

Happy Hearts Day!

2011-02-14T12:42:00.002+08:00

Hello Guys!

Hope everyone is spreading hugs around!

For the lover lovers who will be going out on a date tonight, enjoy and have a lot's of making out (or maybe more) ;)

Guys, no matter what, is She says "No Flowers", Don't believe and still give her.

Here is something I wanted to share to you all. . . .

Sometimes action speaks louder than words...

Boy: i love you
Girl: Prove it! Scream to the world that you love me

Boy: *whispers* I Love You

Girl: *wonders* Why'd you whisper it to me?
Boy: Cause Your My World

Enjoy the Day!

<3 <3 <3

Happy Love Month

2011-02-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys! Its the first day of the Love love looove month!

Time to show some affections for 28 days and spread the L-O-V-E word.

Mwah Mwah!

The Perfect RED Bag

2011-01-07T11:46:00.004+08:00

The red color that burns my eyes
The leather that is very smooth to my touch
The quirky style that shouts out my personality
So much for the wait,
I lost the red bag

I've been eying on this bas since last year, December. I told myself that I will buy it before Christmas, so I won't be tempted to use it before the 24. Alas, when I came back for it, it was already sold out. Only one branch of Kate Spade Boutique sells is here in Manila. I'm keeping this one in my Investment List. I hope that soon, this bag will be available.

All I got for Christmas

2011-01-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

Thank you all so much for the presents!

The Green Door to the Left

2011-01-04T21:39:00.013+08:00

Let me show you around...

The Bed

- my favorite meme Odd Ball & Pills
- Ladybug pillow night lamp

The Side Table

- vintage Santa from Ama
- Lighthouse tower that I bought from Coron, Palawan
- Hello Kitty Alarm clock

My 32 inch Samsung TV

- I wasn't supposed to get a TV in my room, but my friend kinda tricked me into getting one.

A hand-me-down Desk from my Achie & my clutter

- this is about 25 years old and I think 10 more years before it retires.

- a glass of ice tea
- Dark Vader USB hub
- ballpens, staples, puncher, and more ballpens

My Bose Sound Wave

My Closet #1

- all clothes and accessories inside the drawers

My Closet #2

-all of my pants, slacks, jeans

-More Clothes inside the drawes

-Bags and Shoes

Tiny Bathroom

Finally, my one and only Room Warming Gift from a Dear friend

A YELLOW ELECTRIC FAN

2011 Outlook

2011-01-04T17:11:00.004+08:00

ONE: Graduate School

18 months of studying Management in Entrepreneurship at Ateneo Graduate School, Rockwell Center. School will officially start this February and I have 3 modules to accomplish for the whole school year. I'll be studying and working at the same time. I really really hope that I'll be able to enjoy and adapt to the hectic schedule that I will be juggling. I won't be leaving my work as part of Sales & Marketing, I'll be incorporating being a GM and will practicing the learnings on my future studies.

I really hope and pray that I will swiftly achieve and put into practice what I will be learning in school and be able to incorporate the principals/ values to our own company. I hope to prove to my Dad that choosing me is not a mistake.

TWO: Waking Up in the Morning

The first challenge that I encounter in my daily routine. I can't sleep early, no matter how I force myself. I hope my Classes will start 10AM.

THREE: Nicotine Cut-Back

Since Ateneo is a Smoke Free School and I'm pretty sure that my classes will be held on the 4th floor; I hope that my smoking habit will be controllable and (cross fingers) lessen.

FOUR: Friends

Looking forward to meet new set of friends who I can hang out or (maybe) do business with.

FIVE: Year Ending

We shall see....

My Top Things this Holiday Season

2011-01-04T15:30:00.014+08:00

Spending time on both sides of the Family

Soaking up under the sun's of Coron Palawan
P.S. Thanks Ach for the photo

Winning the Cebu Pacific Mini Plastic Basket from "Show Me" Game
(Cousin Ryan ans Alex goofing with the basket)

Swimming in Twin Lagoon - a mixture of warm and ice cold water (It's amazing how such a place even exist here in the Philippines)

Photo insert from blog.asiahotels.com

Accidentally falling off the Hammock - No photo for this one.

It was a hilarious and humiliating and (You Bet!) a painful experience. The hammock was in between the Nipa Hut and Majong table where (at that time) some of my cousins we playing majong. I was trying to sit myself in the hammock, tucking my behind from the net, I went out of balance creating a summersault falling flat in my ass. For those who saw me, went frantic and asking me if I hurt myself. I was so embarrassed, I wanted to ground to swallow me up! Anyways, I gave them a quick answer and left. Me, try hard not to create a non-painful expression on my face, I went straight ahead to the shore and deep my ass in the cool water of the beach. For half a minute i can feel the pain, but as I started to recall and play the scene over and over in my head, I was laughing all by myself hysterically!

8 Kinky Panties- 5 from Uncle and 2 from Ach

Thanks so much!

Bose Bluetooth Head Set - from Daddyo

Thanks Dad! Now I can use my Mobile phone while driving.

Hello Kitty Thingymajig - from Lyka

Thanks Sis! My fave is the water dispenser <3

Having my own Room

Been waiting for this forever!

Last but not the Least...

Underwater Video Camera

My Christmas Gift to myself since I wasn't able to buy the Kate Spade Typing Bag. No Photo Yet since I'll be getting it over the weekend.

Something Kinky from Santa

2011-01-04T15:20:00.002+08:00

This Christmas all of my cousins are here in Manila with us. For a change we planed to give an exchange gift among cousins. The Theme is something kinky. I could not remember who is incharge of the idea, since My Cousin Andree and my Sister are pointing fingers to each other.

Below is our group picture with the gifts that we received from each other. I hope the next time around we get to do more than exchange gift. Maybe we can have a dress up theme or choreograph a dance :)

2010 Holiday Experience

2011-01-04T14:43:00.008+08:00

My 2010 Christmas Vacation is one of the most hectic, fun, & memorable holiday vacation that I have.

Since my Aunt Bet, cousin Ryan, & Alex arrived, no day goes to waste. From morning till night, we are packed of things to do, places to go, foods to eat. They arrived 21st of December and went home on 1st of January. I started my vacation on the 23rd and spent most of my time with the Lipio family going to Tiange at Greenhills, Pet village at Tiendesitas, drinking booze at High Street- Fort, snorkeling to the coral gardens of Coron- Palawan and enjoying our sun bathing to the beach shore of Malcapuya Island. It was a very tiring experience but worth all the sleepless night I had.

Untill now, I still haven't gotten the sleep I was hoping to do over the holidays or completely buy all of my Christmas present to give. I'm still missing 4 gifts to office mates and friends.

Oh before I forget to mention; on the flight to Coron, Palawan- I won a Cebu Pacific basket that unfortunately my sister lost it when we arrived at our lodge. Curse to the person who took it! I bet that its the same guests that checked in with us, who took my basket. There were only 3 winners and 2 of them came from us. It was a "show me" game and the host ask for an item, and who ever showed it first gets to win the basket. Alex won for showing the flight pamphlet and I got mine by showing a cigarette. The 3rd one, i forgot what "show me" item was asked, but the person who won didn't stay in the same lodge as ours. Anyways, Alex left his basket with me and its in my closet together with my sunblock. suntan, and eco-bag that i use in the beach.

From L-R: Ryan, Aunt Bet, Alex

Lipio Clan

I'm looking forward to the time when All of the Lipio Clan will all be together - Celebrating someone's birthday, Summer vacation, or even next year's Holiday Vacation.

<3

New Year

2011-01-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2011 to ALL!

My Hidden Love

2010-12-05T03:36:00.002+08:00

I need someone to call
When I'm feeling blue
I need someone to love
Who's like you
I really need someone
And it's you

I want see again the stars in your eyes
Just to forget my million cries
Let me hear again the beat of your <3
Although I now you love me not

Stay with me just even as a friend,
Stay with me 'till the end
And I pray to God who sits above
To let you feel my hidden love

To My Bestfriend Elaine

2010-10-08T12:53:00.003+08:00

I gave the speech right after dinner. I remember that i couldn't eat and I drank half a glass of wine to collect my courage. My speech is short and simple, but from my heart. I figured since its a intimate wedding, there is no point of expressing much of the Bride and Grooms personality - the two Bestman covered that part well enough.

I hope that Antonio and (especially) Elaine love and appreciate my what I said that night.

Good Evening Everybody.

I'm Valerie.

Thank you Emma for asking me to be your Maid of Honor, I wasn't expecting it.

I've known Elaine since we were grade 6. Our Friendship blossomed during High School.
Elaine is like a Sister to me. We had our shared trials is life. We Fought, we cried, we laugh, we had each other's back.

When Elaine told me that she got engaged to Antonio - That was the first time we spoked to each other after a year of no communication. I remember, I felt sand and happy at the same time.

Happy, cause my Sister is back.

Sad (for a split seconds), cause I'm loosing her again for the second time.

But now, I've realized that I'm not loosing a sister. Instead, I'm gaining a brother.

To Antonio and Elaine:

I'm wishing you the best of both worlds.
Love each other as if it was the first time.
Pray together before you sleep
And most of All (promise me this), I'll be the Ninang of your first born
... Make it soon!
Love you Both!

Cheers!!!

2010-10-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since I wrote my thoughts out. I wasn't in the mood and I see no significant event that's worth sharing, till now (I guess).

My Best Friend Elaine got married last Friday and I was the Maid of Honor. I remember that I didn't enjoy the seat down dinner cause I was so nervous with my speech. Its short, but its from the heart. I'll post it next time, I wrote it down on a piece of paper and its somewhere in my purse.

Before and after the wedding, I (still) feel terrified. You see, both Rina and Elaine are married and my buddy Q, is engaged. I'm the last one in the circle who doesn't have a partner. I'm scared. I'm really scared that, what if there is no one for me out there? What if I'm destined to be single for the rest of my life? I've been trying to tell myself that its going to be alright, that I will live to accept it. But as each day passes by, I feel hopeless, worried, scared that this is my life would be. I don't want to be single for the rest of my life. I don't want to be lonely. I'm lonely every single day. I mean, I put up a face that I'm alright and strong and I have accepted my singular livelihood but I'm having this melt down or whatever you call it. Gosh, I don't even know if I wanted to post this and share with you all but I wanna be true to myself at one point. I don't want to pretend that my life is great. Funny, cause when people ask me how I am, my answer is already 'I'm great'. Its harder pulling this thing off and not telling anyone the truth about it. It scared me that when I tell, I'll see this pathetic look on their faces and they try tell me that it will be alright, that the right guy will show up soon, all that crap; cause when I look in their eyes, I don't see the hope that someone is out there for me.

How come it feels that I'm the only single person who feels this way? This sucks!

M O'H Gown

2010-07-26T15:47:00.001+08:00

I'll be wearing something like it to Elaine's wedding.

We Rule Game

2010-05-18T14:44:00.001+08:00

Hi Guys! I'm starting to play this game app in my iPhone called We Rule.

Add me up pls.

vmlipio

See ya!

My 30th Surprised Birthday Bash

2010-05-04T14:31:00.002+08:00

I wanted to Thank my Achie who is in charge of this whole surprise event held last Saturday, May 1 at Taverna Bar, Ortigas.
I didn't expect, even a hint that there was already something going on. It was a job well done! Thank you for the people who helped make this happened, especially to Robin & Chris - na sinugitan ko cause I was already hungry when they fetch me so late na. Clifson - yung pampagulo nga plans, Mas lalo ko pang di na pansin yun surprise party.

Recalling Tuesday- April 27, when I asked Clifson to watch a movie on Thursday which he insisted that we moved it to Saturday and Robin & Chris who invited me to have dinner on Saturday at HEAT, which all turned out to be false/fake plans. Thank you guys for having the patient with me. I know that in times, I'm tough to persuade, but I guess this time, you really pulled a leg to make it happen. Buti na lang, walang na inis saakin during the process.

On the night of the event, Rob and Chris fetch me super late; the originally time was supposed to be 7:30PM. They fetch me at 9PM na. I was super hungry na that time, that I already ate a light dinner, which I felt so bad cause I wanted to make sulit the buffet they were were supposedly having. When they arrived at my house, I was already getting stubborn with them - I'm guessing its my tummy revolting from hunger. Then Robin said that we will pass by for her friend Ferrer at Taverna, cause she will be joining us for dinner. As Me and Rob went out of the car, I left my bag inside. Robin even reminded me about my purse and I replied "No na, sandali lang naman tayo eh".

The next episode is the funny part.

As I walked inside the bar - There were only two tables occupied; one table was occupied by 3 guys who don't know and at the far right corner table, there was this one girl who was hiding under the table, feet up in fetus style. All I can see is her behind. I was so surprised as they all 3 girls stand up and screamed "Surprised!". It was my Achie who who's behind that I saw! Nic and Maica caught my attention as I didn't noticed them at first. Nakakagulat! Di ko pa nga alam that the surprised was for me, cause they were only 3 of them. Yun pala, I arrived earlier from the rest of the crowed. The second to arrived was Emma and King, which turned out to be - Emma was more surprised. As she walked towards me, she wasn't sure if I was the one seating towards the entrance door. Few steps away from me. she screamed "Surprised!" and we all laugh cause of her delayed reaction.

It was a fun night! I got drunk and dizzy with 2 glass of alcoholic drinks.

Thank's Everyone!

Hello Kitty Muffler

2010-03-29T15:35:00.001+08:00

I am Soo CraZed with Hello Kitty! I saw this on the internet while I was surfin for Hello Kitty Car accessories.

Does anyone know where I can buy?

Please message me :D

THANKS!

Missing CDs

2010-03-08T03:17:00.001+08:00

I can't find my folder of CDs!!

I just realized that I'm missing my old school songs in my iPod. I removed the playlist when my old iPhone's memory was full. Now that I upgrade, I want to transfer all of it back and I can't find my CD magazines. Oh please! My Jars Of Clay CD's! Come to me!

Wahhhhh!!

The Green Post

2010-02-17T00:51:00.001+08:00

I damaged my car this morning. I feel guilt, embarassed, and stupid.

I was on my way to Suzuki Alabang to have the sterio car check. I missed my turn to I pulled up and shift my gear to R. I guess, I was running pretty fast since the damage was big. I checked my rear view mirror once and I kept checking my side mirror. Since my car has back sensor installed, I was relying on the beep sound., which that time there was no beeping sound at all. Then bam! I jerk off my seat, hit the breakes and my heart was pumping fast. I couldn't get myself to go out of the car to check the damage. My driver Jamon did it for me. Then looking at the rear view mirror I see this big green post. "how come I didn't see it" I asked myself. I was so scared to what my dad will think of me with this carelessness action. So I shifted my thought to a more positive thinking and hoping that my friend will give me a boost of support. Wrong move! He didnt made me feeling any better- at all. I texted my him and all I got is a phone call of sermons and a irritating laugh. A laugh that made me feel stupid, embarrassed and "your dad shouldn't have bought you that car" sound.

I'm charging this to experience for now.

I hope that I'll be a better driver someday.

Happy Hearts Day

2010-02-14T05:52:00.001+08:00

Voom voom!

2010-02-02T00:37:00.001+08:00

On March I can apply for my non-pro licence and I can't wait to drive this baby!

Since I've discovered my phobia with buses, I thought that I will never get to learn how to drive. I even enrolled myself to a driving school 2 years ago, hoping that I will overcome the fear. But you know what, it didn't work. I think, all it took is forced driving and a shiny white cute car. My dad really knows how to my worl around.

Thank you Dad! I love it!!!

When Daddy lost his Bestfriend

2010-01-06T12:01:00.003+08:00

Last December 29,2009 approximately at 5pm in the afternoon when Cha-Cha got home from the Doctor, she passed away. I got this e-mail from my Dad. This made me cry and it was the first heartfelt letter that I got from Daddy. I just want to share it, I'm sure that most of you who had experience the same thing understand how heartbroken and hurt this must. I don't know how to show my empathy to my Father. It felt that I can't do anything to make him feel better and to even ease the pain cause I would have felt the same, if it happens to me. So, I hope my Dad will read this someday and know that I did try to empathize with his on this experience.

From: dpp_chacha@yahoo.com
Subject: I LOST MY BEST FRIEND ( MY PET: CHACHA)
Date: December 30, 2009 4:52:48 AM GMT+08:00

Hello ,

my pet pug died yesterday dec. 29. i had to tell this story since i owe it to chacha who had been with me for almost 9 years since she was 3 months old. after my wife Mellie died i spent a lot of my time taking care of chacha since i didn't want to entrust her to maids who do not know how to take care and love dogs. chacha goes with me to almost everyplace i go to even to my office everyday. she sleeps with me since she was 3 months old.

last nvember i noticed that she had a boil in her legs but very small. as days went by the boil started growing but not very fast. i had her brought to the vet but the vet couldn't operate cause chacha was overweight and she had to go on a diet. about a week ago the boil grew very big and i started to get worried but my vet was on a seminar in singapore. last friday when i came home i noticed that chacha wasn't as active as she used to be and she was just waiting for me to be beside her. i talked to val and said that we should bring her to the vet on monday since i notice the boil was starting to bleed on sunday.

val brought chacha to the vet on monday and the vet had her stay overnight for some test to find out whether he could operate. this afternoon at 2:00 pm the vet called me to pick up chacha since her x ray machine had problems and she said that she gave her antibiotics sor the boil and to bring chacha back on january then she will operate to remove the boil.i had my driver and maid pick up chacha. when chacha got home entered my room beingcarried by the maid she looked at me and went into a massive heart attack but without any sound.

when the maid placed her on my bed at first i didn't notice that she died but i didn't like the way the maid placed her on my bed. i went over to straighten her and noticed she had died.

i can't help myself from being sad and alone. i will miss my chacha. she will always have a place in my heart. my routine will have to change abruptly.

i thank God for giving me chacha and the time i spent with her. chacha was not only my friend but she made me realize that taking care of others is such a fulfilling value.

i will always have such a friend as chacha in my heart to remind me of values that i have to give and conquer as i go to fulfill my destiny.

a pet is forever

Denis

Time For A Change(s)

2009-12-31T05:04:00.001+08:00

For 2010:

1. Spend more time with Dad.

2. Start drinking Wine for dinners & Champaign for celebrations.

3. Think Honcho.

4. Burn holiday fats.

5. Gym Gym Gym (kahit once a month lang).

6. Learn how to drive.

7. Be independent.

8. It's time. Mr. Right, show up na!

Happy New Year!!!!!

Unwraping Gifts for Christmas 2009

2009-12-27T01:57:00.001+08:00

Thank you for the gifts!

Especially, to my dearest Achie (who I saved the best for last to unwrap), the Gucci "oliver" (what a name!) bagcharm. I don't know how you got a hold of it, since it was Out of Stock. To My Daddyo, I love the Bose iPhone headset- very useful & sosi, & PH watch. To Uncle Alan for the bodywash & body butter- I'll sure smell more good after shower :q. To Achie Nic, for the 60's grey headband- I'll wear it on New Year. AND to Rob&Chris for the Lesport Sac kikay kit- exacto pa the print that I wanted, the belt- (pending) kasi hindi kasya *hehehe*.

Superdooper thanks!!

I'm so happy, I opened a lot of gifts year. It really felt like Christmas!!! Matching music bg: Ma-ma-material Girl..... Hahaha!!!

<3 <3 <3

Wish List for Santa

2009-12-03T12:11:00.003+08:00

I can't decide which one to buy for myself this Christmas!

I need both and most of all, I want both.

Santa Please Buy Meeee??

My first Christmas gift '09

2009-12-02T14:31:00.001+08:00

I wonder what's inside the box?
Soo excited to open it, can't wait!!!

Thanks Achie!!

Holiday Blues & December Chills

2009-12-02T01:21:00.001+08:00

I have one wish before the year ends. I really hope it will come true! It's been too long since I've been waiting for it. The Holidays tends to bring out mix emotions, like May month.

I'm getting cold feet, this holiday season.

Gucci on SALE till Nov. 30,2009

2009-11-27T12:04:00.002+08:00

Advance Happy Holidays!

Its 4 weeks to go before Christmas and that perfect Gift can be wrapped in that shiny bonze box!

Visit GUCCI Stores in GreenBelt 4 and Shangri-La Mall (Mandaluyong, EDSA)

I personally is eyeing on these items below:

Happy Shopping!!!

Lame Excuse, But Its True (I PROMISE)

2009-11-20T01:24:00.001+08:00

What I wrote before this post was just one of my by-product of "period".

Sorry. Girls do get it every month.

Where to find route 66?

2009-11-19T00:33:00.001+08:00

What does one do when boredom kick in? I've been like this since January. I work, go home and watch movies or tv series (there my favorite- BTW) then I sleep. Those are my weekday routine. When Friday night appears it's mother's night then Saturday, which mall in the afternoon (if I wake up early), church, dinner and with friends. Sunday is my dad's day, which I dedicate the whole Day for him and it pretty much start the same again,-Monday.

Routine, a never ending cycle of work or a way of living which is sooo boring. How does one change? I don't belive that I'll just snap out of it. I don't want to be a sudden change, but so far nothing.

Depressing huh? I need to find where to turn.

R.I.P. to Tita Fely's Mama

2009-11-17T14:01:00.001+08:00

Please say a prayer for my very close officemate, Tita Fely's mother who just passed away earlier today due to old age.

My condolence extends to Tita Fely and her family.

Shy, but not too Shy

2009-11-13T00:14:00.001+08:00

What exacty is google wave? I got friends who are so excited about it.
Who I haven't ask due to time shortage. I got an invite from a tweeter friend, who literally don't know but she was nice to give me one of her (give-a-way) invites. I signed up but wasn't much facinated with it. Maybe because I don't have any added in my GW liSt, but I wanna know more about it before I start inviting people or else it will be one of those Idle accounts that I will forget that I have, but it's already late for that since I was curiouse what it is. It's not like tweeter ha? It's funny cause when I signed up for Tweet, I wasn't that extatic about it and I suddenly
Find myslef tweeterpared. You know what I mean? Like didn't care much of it before but when people on my list started to tweet, I got hooked on it and even learned that's it's very nurturing. It's like a tiny bits in news and updates that's it being wisphered to you. I loove it!

So if there is anyone who is willing to enlighten me with this. Pls email me. Thanks!!

A Top, A Skirt, A pair of Flip-Flops

2009-11-06T15:24:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since I had this problem. I have a dinner with friends tomorrow and I'm having trouble on what to wear. We will be having dinner at a place called Dampa beside Mall of Asia, then we will be going to the new Embassy - Concord (i think that's the new name) or if not, we will end up at Establishment, at Fort area.

So here is my dilemma: What to wear?

I really wanna dress up for the fancy bar that we are going too, but I don't want to be over-dress for the dinner part. Plus, its been a looong time since I went out drinking in ritzy bars. The last time I really dress my ass up was during college days. Its irritating I'm feeling this. I'm so worried. Before things like these was nothing, it was an easy problem for me to solve. So scared that I'm losing the fashion touch that I use or used to have. I even got pissed off with a friend the other day cause of the choice of hair color that I want. I was asking for advice and I ended up judging him. Note to self: Apologies.

I need help, an inspiration on something to help me be creative. I need to think of rainbows, shape or give me a some kind of Muse? If there even a counter part of a Muse for girls. I don't know.

I'm hoping that after I write this post, I'll be able to think of something Hot to wear tomorrow night.

I need a change of wardrobe.

Heeeelp!

9:20 A. M.

2009-10-28T01:21:00.001+08:00

There is a reason why I love series.

It takes awhile before it end.

<3

3GS Screen shot

2009-10-27T23:50:00.001+08:00

Owwhhhh!
Screen shot with 3GS was tricky to figure out.

I thought that jailbreaking is the reason why I can't do it.

It so tricky!

Press Home button first then, press the power button.

Accidently discovered.

Registered Voter

2009-10-25T04:03:00.001+08:00

GeoTagged, [N14.59501, W121.04168]

I'm a registered vote officially!

I'm not in the picture cause I took it.

Now, who should I vote for President?
Hmmmmm. . . .

September 26,2009

2009-10-20T01:09:00.001+08:00

Since my father's accident, tonight is the only time I feel comfortable speaking up.

I remember details about the horrifying night. The time we got the call from the car. Telling us that Dad got hit on his right arm. When we got to the hospital, the bullet went into his right chest. The torture, pain I felt my body wrapping me. I saw my father in the E. R. bed with six doctors and nurses surrounding him. Inserting needles, sticking stuff in his body, all different kind of machines were in the room. I don't even know what it is for or if they were any use. I only knew one of the machines - the crash cart. The floor is covered in blood. Not seeing him moved a muscle had my heart stop. Till I called out to him to be strong. I saw his hand moved. That was the time I called all angels to help him survived and to be strong to fight for his life. From that point, I felt my greatest test in life.

Words couldn't explain how much strenght I pulled out from myself that night. I was inches from breaking down. I was trembling with fear. I hold back my tears. I new if i burst from that instant, I would have been useless and it would not turn out to be like today.

It was a 48 hours of nightmare.
It was nothing like getting your heart broken.
It was restless.
It was scary.

sucks being me

2009-09-17T22:27:00.003+08:00

I was reminded by this tonight.

Everything we do, are tied with change. You could be the best but in time, someone will turn out to be much more better. At time its tiring to change yourself to that person who everyone thinks that it is acceptable in society. Lucky to those people who don't do much effort, the ones who are accepted and are liked right away.

Being me for 29 years, I feel that there is something wrong. I asked my friends all the time "why can't I be likable?" and as always, friends are there to give me solicitude. Its sad, cause I expect my friends to be more honest with me, but i never met someone (yet) who has the guts to serve me the real dish.

I wish someone will just open up to me and make me a more likable person. I know that I will try to change, I'll give more effort to it, compared to all the feat I have walked on.

I just make life simple.

goodnight peeps

Thanks for listening

Hot White Mocha Please?

2009-09-09T12:41:00.002+08:00

Its raining hard today and I'm here at our office Plant at Bictan, having our Monthly Sales Meeting. I'll be presenting in a while for my priorities this month. My eyes are so heavy. I already had coffee this morning on my way here, still the caffeine is not enough. I wish Starbucks has a delivery service. Gotto go now, gotta prepare my speech.

Wish me luck :)

To Birthday Girl Nic

2009-09-04T11:45:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Achie Nic!

Bella Rocca Rocks!

2009-09-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! Back from the trip and tomorrow work again.

Would like to encourage peeps to go and visit the resort as early as now to avail the cheap rates. We only paid for 12,000php/ person 3N/ 4D transpo/ room and spent 4,000php per person for the food. With this price tag service and accomodation I have no complains. The killer part of the trip was the view of the place and of course the friends I'm with ;). This trip was so fun than I expected it to be. Its one of my highlights in this year's event. See my pictures in facebook.

Now, I'm happy, I'm relaxed, and I got the tan shade I was hoping for :)

I'll write more soon over the weekend about the trip since I don't have the time right now. Hope you like the pictures I took.

Night ya' ol!!

There are nights like this

2009-08-12T01:02:00.001+08:00

There are time I can't help but wonder. Like tonight, I felt something is wrong. Something is wrong with me. When did I start to change. My day dreams now a days is about a guy with no face. When did I start not to feel anything for anyone anymore. It was never like this before. I always dream about that face. But now, that face have been washed away.

My prayer to you, give me someone to dream about.

Who is Salvatore?

2009-07-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

"Are you sad that we missed it?"

"We didn't miss it. This is it. C'mon. You wanna go home?"

<3 <3 <3

Smokes from Vietnam

2009-07-23T14:41:00.001+08:00

Ain't it cool? Ang yosing bastos!!! Haha!

Just an Outcry

2009-07-21T00:03:00.002+08:00

life really sucks most of the times. I guess this is good, it makes me appreciate the goodness life bring me. What the fuck am i talking about?! Yeah right! That's what I want to tell myself so I can feel better of what I am facing right now.

Grabe! It feels that nothing good is happening to my life right now. Its like I'm not getting what I want. I'm not asking for a big thing. I just want a little change, a more carefree, exciting life. Something that I could reminisce happily about. You know? The younger days of life, when you don't want the night to end, you just smoke pot and be dopey, laugh, eat. Just be in completely out of this world. No care at all, won't give a damn what's coming the next day... Just a full escape for one night. this pressure that I am dealing right now, maybe be just a small thing for other. but this really sucks. I just wish I could leave this all behind and not worry at all. But I guess I can't, I won't. I don't know. Its just this huge thing going on right now that I don't want to fuck it up and it feels that its eating me up alive. I'm sorry. I'm just really stressed. I shouldn't be apologizing right now, after all its my blog, and i can post whatever I want. but it makes me feel bad, what I'm sharing right now. I don't want to pour it on a friend cause it doesn't make me feel better. I mean, it does cause I can vent it out but after venting, the heavy feeling is back. I don't know. I'm sorry. I'm a ungrateful bitch right now. I apologize for offending anyone, especially my friends. i don't know, its just my life really suck.

Overview: The Cab - Whisper War

2009-07-15T23:22:00.006+08:00

Its a must buy (or download). Its like FOB meets AAR with a little hint of Hellogoodbye.

For starters listen to:

I'll Run

Take My Hand

& One Of Those Nights

I'm sure you'll like it ;)

Do you really have to explain it this way?

2009-07-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

I was e-mailing a friend regarding some personal matter that I felt that I have lost sense with.

This is what he replied to me...

"Flirting? Maybe you're just nervous. I think nervousness in flirting by girls is similar to premature ej by guys. They can perform, but hindered by nervousness.

Haha! Crazy!

I just wanna share, cause i find this one so hilarious.

Frustrated Over Pop Mail

2009-07-13T23:04:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile since I'm trying to use another software for my Yahoo Mail account. I've been trying to set it up with Mail or MS Entourage, but no success. I've tried the Pop downloadable thingy to make this damn thing work, but still- Nothing. I don't want to use Zimbra, okie. Its either Mail or Entourage, that's it.

Any help my fellow peeps?

Message me or send me an e-mail if you have successfully made it work.

Thanks!

BTW, a friend of mine was able to use Mail, but she can't remember how she set it up..

Tweet App and Software

2009-07-07T12:31:00.004+08:00

Hi guys! Got a little free time to post, before I start with my presentation for my July Sales Planning which is due later this afternoon and the presentation will be tomorrow.

I'm sure alot of you installed a Tweeter App for you iPhones/ iPod Touch. There are a lot of choices of App in App Store. I personally have tried TweetDeck, TwitterFon, and Twitterific. My first App to test is TwitterFon, which is a very simple. I also tried TweetDeck which I find it to be a little complex compared to TwitterFon. Then Twitterific, which I love, cause its both available in iPhone/iPod Touch and MBW. Presently, I both (iPhone & MBW) have this installed and I love it! I even love the Twitterific Icon located on the top right corner of the screen. Its the cute little bird. It changes color too, sometimes its blue and sometimes it grey. Haven't figure out yet what's the changing of color means. It also keeps my Dock clutter free from running apps.

As an alternative Tweeter App for my iPhone (Thanks to Josecarlo) I've download iTwitter. The functions is much more better and the interface is simple and clean. In this one, you can easily see who the list of Followers and Following, and also Nearby Tweets (just make sure you allow the application to use your current location). Plus there is Push Notification, I'm not familliar with it though.

So there you have it. A little information for Tweeters like me.

See Pictures below for some App/Software I mentioned above.

iTwitter

Twitterrific

3G iPhone Problem: Fast Battery Draining

2009-07-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

I feel so guilty! I have upgrade and jailbreak my cousin's iPhone to version 3.0 and here's what happened...

On the first few days, the battery was working fine. I dunno what happened, if she installed or change some settings. So I, Restored it and jailbreak it in a squeaky-clean formate and ask her not to install any Apps from Cydia and to observe the battery life for one day. That day had past and still no luck. Her iPhone's battery is still the same - experiencing fast battery draining. I was thinking my last option would be Restoring without Jailbreaking, back to iPhone's original Firmware. CLEAN and NEW. Again, she observe it for a day. FREAK FREAK!! No change! Battery life still the same! WaaahhhhhHHHH!

I dunno how to fix this freakin problem!

This is suuuuch an HeadACHE!

I have tried turning off Push/Fetch/3G/Wifi/Dim Lights/Locator Service Off/ and other freaking features of iPhone &

NOTHING WORKS!

I hope with the release of Version 3.1 will get this problem Fix.

Apple, I looooove you so much... But your breaking my heart :(

DiskAid with a tag

2009-06-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

Sadly the 3.0 version is a paid software. Comes with a 14 days trial for free. Tks! I'm back to cyberduck. Hu hu hu.. . .

Yellow bird vs. Blue bird

2009-06-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

I got this Tweeter account since, I started having my own laptop and that was like 2 years ago. At first I don't get what the fuss is all about, why was it such a big hit? What kind of a effin fad it this?

Anyways, I applied for it. Trying it out, like 3 post since the last time I applied for it. Now, I'm getting a lot of invites and followers. Now, I get what peeps sees in this thing. Its the contribution. You see, at first I thought to myself that this is just another way to show peeps how cool you are, how fast do can you get the latest information, to be in a cool place with the "in" peeps, in other words, I just saw the bad side of it, the bragging effect (skeptic peeps, like me). The showing off. I failed to look that, sometimes sharing information can just be plain and simple as shared information. The net is medium that can be use a good stuff (as well). Feeling ko ngayong ang b-o-b-o ko. kasi the internet is the fastest way to get any information that you want to get. You can get almost find everything, anything, no matter. Its the most powerful medium that we have right now. But I tend to look (always) at the bad side of it.

Haha! That's it for now. I could think of a nice subject to post. I really miss blogging. My Work is taking up too much of my time, unlike before. Its tough, stressful, but i manage to enjoy it. After all, I told myself that I should do something in my life with so much extra time (unlike before), I just surf all the day and read, read, read. Now, I'm more of a carer woman (naks! Sarap pakingan!). Untill I reach my work goal, I will be married to Armel.

That's all folks! Thanks for reading.

Bottoms up!!!

2009-06-21T02:24:00.001+08:00

SMB YOUR THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!

Explore 3.0v

2009-06-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

No matter how works keep me busy (not just busy), but suppppper busy, I still find the time to be one of the first to upgrade to the 3.0 version. To the peeps who don't know me personally, here is a short introduction.

Hi! I'm am 2G iPhone user for about 2 years now. I prefer to Jailbreak using Pwnage Tool (error free for mac users - walang sabet!). I love watching DVD movies, I love listening to music, Parang Slum book noh? LOL
From version 2.2 to 3.0. 2.2 Jailbroken/unlock via Pwnage Tool (thanks to http://www.applei.ph). Updated not Restore to 3.0 via iTunes, OFW.

Anyway I was worried cause I noticed that after Updating to version 3.0, my battery drained faster than the usual. I went to ask help with my applei peeps. Found a solution: Turn off PUSH settings via Settings> Mail. Contacts, Calendar> Fetch New Data> Push- OFF. So far (observing) for about 30 minutes, unplugged, battery is in normal mode. Take note that its on Sleep Mode, but of course from time to time I wake it up to see battery level. Now, I'm just waiting for the Jailbreak version of Pwnage Tool.

This is one thing why i loooooove iPhones. Every time there is an FirmWare Upgrade, its like I have a brand new phone!

Can't wait for the Jailbreak and have my Cydia back (if its still Cydia). I wanna customize my Ringtone and Textone!!!

David Cook Rocks Guitar Heroes

2009-05-15T13:21:00.004+08:00

Bored. Filled it up over at Facebook.

2009-05-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, "My Autobiography"

And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
Coffeebean, I think

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
White shirt and pj's

3. What is your current problem?
love, with or without it

4. What makes you happy most?
The LIPIOs and my dog

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
How do you sleep

6. Any celeb you would marry?
Its a secret - Giovanni Ribisi!

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
My Dad

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Yep, MAgic's 18th beerday!

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
not really, I'm unique
=P

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Are you kiddin?! Of I DO!

11. Do you speak any languages?
Body Language *LOL*

12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
yes. its sad. My step-Mom and Tatang

13.Do you ever watch MTV?
AYOS!

14. What's something that really annoys you?
People who don't return calls/text

Chapter 1:
===============
1. Middle name:
Secret!! (and for real this time)

2. Nickname(s):
Val, Valer, Valeeciouse

3. Current location
My Dad's Room

4. Eye Color:
Dark Brown, sometime blue

Chapter 2:
===============
1. Do you get along with your parent(s):
yep

2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Separated

Chapter 3: Favourites
===============
1. Ice Cream:
~~Baskin-Robbin's and McDo's Sunday Cone~~

2. Season:
~~Rainy, Summer, and Rainy (figure?)~~

3. Shampoo/conditioner
~~Pantene~~

4.Favourite Thing?
~~My laptop and iPhone!!~~

Chapter 4: Do You..
===============
1. Dance in the shower?
YEP, I sing too!

2. Do you write on your hand?
only when there is no available paper

3. Call people back?
I do

4. Believe in love:
love is universal

5.Believe in God?
Yep

6. Any bad habits?
I pull out my own hair

7. Any mental health issues:
I hope not...

Chapter 5: Have You..
===============
2. Sprained stuff:
my ankle

3. Had physical therapy:
nope, hope not

4. Gotten stitches?
yep, left ring finger.

5. Taken painkillers:
I dunno if it was painkillers. hehe

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
snorkeling, definitely

8. Thrown up at the dentist:
No, but cried before

9. Sworn in front of your parents?
yep, pretty normal for us

10. Had detention?
yep, PE Class (Can you believe?! The HELL!)

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
===============
1. Movie(s):
He's Just Not That Into you- last night (again)

2. Three people to text you:
Emma, Clif, ????

3. Person you called:
None for today

4. Person you hugged:
ANDREE, my Huggable cousin!!

5. Person you tackled:
My Dog, she won't let me cut her nails

6. Person you talked to on MSN?
No MSN account

7. Thing you touched?
keyboards

8. Thing you ate?
Avocado with Milk and brown sugar

9. Thing you drank:
Coke Light

10. Thing you said:
I wanna take a DAY OFF from work

11. Person you kissed
tks! That's too personal!!

12. Place you went
Office

NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME!

Midnight toast!

2009-05-06T00:44:00.001+08:00

Confessions of a birthday girl

2009-05-04T02:15:00.001+08:00

Nice things first.

I am happy that some family and some friends remembered to greet me on my birthday. Thank you so much for the thought. Thank you Nic for baking a cake for me. Thank you Clif for being there, welcoming my birthday. Thank you Andree for the Froyo (I like cheesecake and brownies toppings). Thank you Zoe for the birthday dance, it was really sweet of you to make one. Thank you Achie for the support and surprise. Thank you Angkong for the ampao. Lastly, thanks to Chris and Rob for ending my birthday feel more of a birthday.
Again, thanks guys for the sweet and funny greetings!!

Flipside.

Kahit birthday ko, tinotopak parin ako. It doesn't mean what I said earlier is a lie. So, no hard feelings (if I will mention something offensive). As I remembered last year's birthday, I had something to wish for. Yesternight when I was blowing the cake, cousins and friend were shouting "make a wish". I couldn't think of a wish. It doesn't mean that my life now is happily perfect that I couldn't ask for more. I knew I wanted to wish for something but I couldn't even complete the sentence (in my mind). It was a weird feeling. It bothered me. It made me sad. I just had to put on a mask to not disappoint the people around me. I know this was a bad thing to do, faking it. But I can't help how I feel. I had to do it. I don't want them to think I'm unappriciative bitch, which I'm not. Forgive me. Anyway this is just a small part of me being a weerd (crazy). Anyhow...

Thanks again! I really appreciate the effort guys. Don't mind the flipside, topak lang yun. :p

Make a wish!

2009-05-03T03:10:00.001+08:00

Cheers to my last year of being twenties!!

<3

1320

2009-04-30T01:22:00.001+08:00

I'm getting tired and I need somehere to begin.

So why don't we go, somewhere only we know.

Wrap in Silky Black Bow

2009-04-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

So... Okie. My birthday is comming up and I'll be turning twentyissh something. I've been really looking into this shades for days now.

I hope my dad will read this (>_<)

I really really loooove it! I tried it on last Sunday and it sooo cute!!! I want one for my birthday! Yes. I'm bluntly posting it, to save (daddy or friends, maybe-who knows) the trouble of figuring out what I want for me BDay!
I'll go for the color blue or white, (but it's not available locally) so plain black will do. The model is Ray-Ban Wayfarer 2140 (classic/original, NOT the square lens (please)) SMALL. Don't get me medium cause it's too big for my frame. Allll of the cool colors that we in our local stores are in size Medium, =[ Especially the two tone model.

So, I guess that's it. Looking forward

:D

;p

Starbucks Saves

2009-04-22T15:28:00.001+08:00

Until tomorrow only!!!

Bring a tumbler at Starbucks and get 40php OFF on your drink!

<3

And more beessssss

2009-04-02T00:46:00.001+08:00

Ah.... Lastly, originally the previouse post title should be "screw you, I will have sex". But as much as I want too, Unfortunately.... I can't put myself into zipp down my pants :/

Bees Bees

2009-04-01T23:18:00.003+08:00

I don't know what came up to me. I started listening to my podcast, called "sex is fun". Then I suddenly got the urge to write about my thoughts about sex. First of all, try not to judge whatever I will share. This is the reason why a lot of people don't post this kind of topic out in the open, cause people tend to judge and give labels. I guess (just) for tonight, i don't care what people will think of me, after reading this post. So anyways, like I was saying... I was listing to my podcast, the topic is about "getting the perfect sex partner". This is not fair! Especially when your a girl. The mentality with a boys vs. girls. He can have sex with multiple partner and he won't be called names. Girls on the other hand, have at least 2 partner is granted to be called a slut, and these is just one of the names being created by who knows who. If things were different and there is no such things as slut, whore, tramp, or in the olden days, scarlet woman, I guess I'll be enjoying my sex life. Now now, friends, your safe. I won't be sharing details about my sex life. I was though after all, that ladies don't tell, well, at least not to drop names. Haha! But No. Seriously. If being opposite of monogamous for girls, will be judge fairly with boys. I think a lot of girls are having kinky sex right now. I know I would. This is the only think that keeps me away from casual sex. The fear of being badly labeled. I give a damn about what people think and say to me. And yes, I'm getting a little irritated right now. Cause. A lot of guys pa naman now a days, can't keep their mouth shut. They have to share it with there buddies and (with the more harsh males) give more details that they should be. Maybe its a guy thing. As of tonight, I don't even wanna know why. I just agree with the saying that "men are from mars and women are from venus". I'l deal with that later on. I just wanna vent out with the stress of females don't get the same respect as men do when it comes to causal sex. I know some of you (mostly men) might think that its alright, tis normal, we don't think of it that way. But if you like the girl (a lot), and learned that she had more partners than you did, i bet you would think differently of her after that. I'm not saying less respect. More of a, beautiful water color painting that he liked so much, its the center piece of the house, then one day,he splashed the water color painting with water. After it, its still beautiful, but not the same as it were before. Are you getting it? I apologize. I dunno what came up with me and I used a water color painting as an example. But for sure, you get what I'm saying. It won't be the same. The girl won't be the flawless girl that you used to know, until the day she came clean to you. If its was he other way around, most girls accept it, cause its acceptable in society that men do get more of the casual sex. If you a vagina, instead of a penis, you'll be bothered like me. And everytime there will be opportunities for casual sex, you'll be thinking twice before unbuttoning your pants.

In my head (pahabol)

2009-03-31T00:52:00.001+08:00

And also Last Saturday on beho's beerday, forgot to mention that I was proud of myself in terms of the drinking situation.

For those who don't know me, I ain't big on drking alco stuff. I kinds resent it cause of the taste, the hang over, and most of all the crazy things that we can do when were drunk. I'm so proud of myself! I lasts with 2 vokdaice glasses and 2 shoots of whatever shot it was. Forgot the name. And I was still standing! I was tipsy at a point, but no V point! Yehey! A highlight in my drinking career, if I may say :)

In my Head

2009-03-30T23:45:00.004+08:00

I am just done watching Grey's Anatomy 519 episode. As always, it made me like writing.

I'm not sure what I wanna write about but let where my thoughts for tonight will lead me. Its almost twelve, midnight here in Manila. I'm playing twilight (the movie) in my dvd player. I'm not really fond of the movie, since I think the book is way better. I think Edward's character (in the movie) lacked mystery. I guess the movie brings a certain background entertainment thingy for me. Geezzz.... I'm so stressing right now, I feel the urge to defend myself about why (the hell) I'm playing Twilight over and over, without even paying attention to it. Haha! Its crazy I know! Anyways, lets change topic.

I've been adjusting in my new duties for a month now. So far so good. Although, the stress level is still the same. I went to a party last Saturday. Its was my good friend- Clif/ Beho (as I personally call him). I bought him a shirt from Zara. Until now, I don't even know if the shirt fits him, since I got him the size Small, which I prefer to get him Medium. But He likes it tight! Bad Ass tight, if I may say. Sorry Beho, if your reading this. PEACE. Let me know, if it does fit you, if you wanna change it, i got until Saturday to exchange the item. Don't worry the OR is still with me. Going back to what I'm talking about, Work work work. What about work? Oh yeah. Stress level are still the same, I've adjusted myself with the environment and work load for the past month. Its very tiring though and magastos. I still haven't gotten the hang of eating lunch by myself, when I'm on field. I mostly end up hungry when I go back to the office late afternoon, or at home. I'm kinda happy for today, cause its seems that today, went by fast. I can't wait for Friday and the next Friday and Friday. Hehe! I miss blogging! Writing do me good. I can vent out.

PS.
for the peeps who read my blog for the first time, please take note, i don't talk about what i write.

PEACE OUT!

Beho's Beerday Partee

2009-03-30T20:04:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps! I just uploaded Beho's Bday party pics at Facebook.

No Facebook? Join NA!

Dozzing Off!

2009-03-30T12:53:00.001+08:00

Ang sarap ng tulug ni Ming-Ming. It made me wanna go back to bed.

Hay....

Spotted: Sleeping

2009-03-30T01:32:00.001+08:00

I attended a suppliers meeting to one of my customers last Friday. The first three hours of the event was so boring. So to amuse myself, I started to play with my iphone's camera. I took couple of pictures of the peeps who were there and most of them were texting or (I'm guessing) were playing games in there cellphones. I bet they were playing snakes, since majority owns a nokia. I spotted this guy (in the picture) Sleeping! As in eyes shut, head swinging down, trying to stay awake, while his seatmates try hard to stay awake and patiently waiting for the economical crissis talk to end. As if the topic is not being discussed all over the news. Hello! CNN and Foxnews! Reading the newspaper, mention the crissis that we are going thru everyday. Who could blame us, the listeners to be bored in our wits!

One thing i had in mind that time: Thank goodness for the geeks who invented camera phones. (n_n)

Sumalangit Nawa Ang Kanyan Kaluluwa

2009-03-06T15:52:00.004+08:00

This morning as I logged on in my Yahoo Messenger a friend of mine at Applei, Lawrz posted a Message "R.I.P. Francis M". So, I exchange IM with him to confirmed and its true.

Francis Magalon passed away this morning at Medical City with the sickness of Leukemia. If my resources are right, the news was announced this morning at the Eat Bulaga Show by Tito Vic. This is such a sad news for the Music Industry and to fans. Francis M. was such a talented artist and not to mention his music serves such great inspiration to the Filipino peeps. I believe he was one of few nationalistic musician/ composers here in the Philippines.

To Francis M. and his family, my deepest condolence to your lost.

Francis M. May You Rest In Peace!
I will always remember your "Mga Kababayan Ko" and "Kaleidoscope Skies" songs!

Ms. Post It

2009-03-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

I've been busy and dizzy with my new duties, and. I miss blogging. This experince is totally new to me. I wasn't aware of the stress that I will be dealing with or I'm dealing with. Whichever!

I'm so scared that a customers might complain, that I might miss a delivery deadline, or not hit a developmental schedule, and most of all, that I might forget to give feedbacks to customers inquiry. I'm getting this insecure feeling when people see my planner. You see, my starbucks planner is full of Post It. Mini pink colored post it. I think people make fun of my Post It behind my back. Those Post It play a big part in my new duties! They help me remember things to do. A big reminder for me to not forget things. They are not just tool to leave boyfriends cute love/ mushy notes on the rear view mirror, or an alternative to cork board notes. They are meant to be a reminder tool that you can re-stick in your planner in case a reminder/ note needed to be move on a different date.

I apologies on stressing over my Post It issue. I guess this is the latest ranting in my life.

By the way, thanks guys for the comments on my last post! Appreciated (>_<)

Real Job

2009-02-26T00:50:00.001+08:00

Pardon my laguage.

Fuck!

I was about to post my blog online, when I suddenly pressed home button and it automatically deleted my supposed to be post.

Pardon again.

Fuck!

Anyways, I was extracting my stress out into my my blog cause it's starting to fry me up.

I'm taking over a sales executive job. I'm going to handle 6 of her accounts. I'm in the number 3, as of the process and I can't help myself with the worries that the my current job requires.

I worry that I will fail. I mean sooner or later I will be encountering prblems. It's either I don't meet deliver deadlines, or developmental product deadlines, or (my worst fear of all) I won't pass my customers expectations.

Talk about getting used too. My new work is keeping me dizzy. So far, I sticky every thing that I'm doing. I'm scared to miss a single detail of work. For me to tend to be having a bad memory, isn't really making stuff easier for to handle. It's like I'm back in school and memorizing charts.

I really want to be great at this new job that has been pass on to me. I want to make this one work and hopefully it will be my begining to career doors. But it's not yet time to worry about it. I gotta get the hang of this one first.

Three more turn over to go.

Wish me luck!

Goods night!

Dr. Evagelista

2009-02-19T13:10:00.001+08:00

Congratulatios Q!!!

I'm so happy for you!
You did it!

Check Manila Bulletin date February 19,2009 (today), under "List of Physician".

Monster Speakers

2009-02-18T12:59:00.002+08:00

Since Daddyo received his BB (balik bayan) Box that was sent by my Aunt from the States, I've been getting freebies!

This was given to me last week. A eerie little green monster speaker! Its portable so can be use with batteries or USB connection( is included as well) for laptop connection. It's pretty funky speakers.

Thanks Dad!

Rock n Roll iPod Dock

2009-02-16T12:46:00.001+08:00

Another gift from Daddyo!

An iPod dock (it also works with iPhone). Ceramic and hand painted.

Thanks Dad! (>_<)

Love Ko To!

2009-02-12T01:02:00.001+08:00

Just spent the night with my girl friend at the Fort. Cheeseburger and fries for dinner and a cup of coffee at UCC. With our buzzing voices, keeping us company.

It's been awhile that I've enjoyed eating (again) at Mcdo. The last time was back in my College days, when we were still under allowance. I forgot that fries and burger can taste so goood!

Talaga naman Love Ko To ;)
Hehe!

2 Nights and Nothing

2009-02-06T00:53:00.001+08:00

Second night of trying to run the Disk Repair Permission and no improvements at all.

Google is our friend. But it seems that Google have not (yet) found a link to my problem. I'll be trying onces more tomorrow and if no change, I'll be reformating my laptop. I'll be stuck on updating and installing everything back this weekend. I'm worried about my iTunes files though. It's the biggest data files I have stored in my laptop. I hope the Time Machine will place back everything as they were.

Anyhow, hope tomorrow will be much better day for me. Since I had two awful day with my Mac. Night peeps!

Can't Update to OS X 10.5.6

2009-02-05T20:05:00.001+08:00

Since last night I can't run the software update of Mac OS. I was trying to do the Auto procedure posted at Apple.com. It seems Mac's new OS is having sort of a buggy upload. I get stuck at the configuration settings. Then, when I start up the repair disk permission under disk utility, to fix (obviously), it also hangs up and I can't continue any further. I'm getting worried that my HD is corrupted.

:,(

Love Quotes

2009-02-05T14:55:00.001+08:00

Febuary is the time of Hearts, Cupids, and Bows&Arrows. Its the only time that love can be express freely, without any malice. The only time that Flower Shops can charge absurd prices.

Here is my favorite Quotes that I love to see (someday) in one of the card that will be sent to me, hopefully on a Valentine's day.
(>_<)

"I swear, I'd burn this city down to show you the light"

"I won't push you unless you have a net"

"So tell me baby, can you shake it?"

"I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else, But you"

BUT most of all dedicate a Mix CD for me with the song "Amber" by 311 as the last track.

I Hate Apple, I Love Bananas!

2009-02-04T13:25:00.005+08:00

Bugger! Yesterday I almost destroyed my precious (not anymore!) laptop into pieces!

I was composing an E-mail for my Aunt, when typing the keys from M to Z went berserk. At first I thought that maybe the keys of my keyboard got stuck from the residues from the erasers (that i use to clean/ remove the stains my laptop). Not more than 5 minutes of typing, the Z to M keys won't type at all! So, i restarted my laptop and guess what, i couldn't get pass the "Log In" section, which the Laptop ask for the password. Silly Me! I totally forgot that one of the keys for my password is one of the dead keys! So, it leaves me no choice but to have my laptop check at Apple Repair Center, here in San Juan.

@ Apple Repair Center:

Under 5 minutes, even less, the Tech Guy checked my laptop by opening the System Preference- Keyboard AND

This what Irritates me:
1. The Diagnose that was done is very simple. They could have taught me that over the phone, when i called Apple for help.
2. They want to charge me for 500 pesos for it.
3. Diagnose found was Keyboard Hardware Malfunction, which nor the user or way of handling the laptop causes the problem.

The only solution is to change the "Top Cover"., which COST me 5880 Pesos for the Top Cover and 1,500 Pesos for the Labor. And the spare parts is only granted 3 months Warranty. My Gosh! Its like buying a brand new iPod Nano! Its Expensive!

For exactly One year my MBW (MacBook White) is working on top condition, until one month after my expiration date. I should have bought the Apple Care that was offered to me last year! I never thought that I will encounter a Hardware Defect that was caused by simple zilch. Not to mention, the prize i have to pay.

Now as of the moment, I am using this "Silicone Keyboard" that I bought from CD-R King (cost me 399 Pesos ONLY) is my life saver.

Apple broke my heart :(

My very own Headphonies

2009-02-02T14:45:00.002+08:00

A gift from dad.

This little sucker might be small in size, but it can produce a blasting sound! I don't know if anyone is selling it locally here in Manila. But I was thinking of selling a couple of pieces, as a extra added income.

The Phonies comes with a USB charger (charging time is 1 hour, playing time is around 4-6 hours) and a audio output to connect thru iPod.

Downside of the product is when connected via iPhone Classic, a adaptor is needed. :(

Headphonies site http://www.headphonies.com

Be An Artist (Art Camera)

2009-01-29T14:59:00.006+08:00

An iPhone Photo Editing App that has over 20 Artistic Effects!

ArtCamera a $1.99 at iTunes

See below for details and sample effects:

ArtCamera Effect List:

Henri Matisse Art Filter

Andy Warhole's Quad

Its on SALE till 31 January

9 Effects for a cheap Price of $2.99 (CameraBag)

2009-01-27T13:09:00.008+08:00

It used to be 0.99 Cents at iTunes (as an introductory price), till price increased to $2.99. Still with the tag price of $2.99, the App is worth to buy!

CameraBag

with 9 Effects, excluding Original Shot

1962

Mono

Instant

Helga (Think, LOMO)

1974

Cinema

Infrared

FishEye (again, think Lomo)

Blogger Bugger

2009-01-27T01:01:00.001+08:00

I recently download an app that I was so excited about. Only I find out that there was a similar app being sold at iTunes for a €0.99! I bought the app for $4.99! Now I feel that I've been rip off! So to compensate my irritation, I wrote a letter to the App's seller. Now, I just have to wait on where will my letter take me. I am hoping for a discount or a refund of the
Purchased app.

Thanks Natsgo for the advice!

& Redalpha for the help on looking for the e-mail addy.

Free Wanted App

2009-01-26T13:39:00.002+08:00

Download the" Wanted app" at App store for a limited time! You can edit all the labels, customize picture by adding mustached, cowboy hats, Indian hair and many more Western thingy. Although the app is a little buggy, but for sure an update will be up soon.

Greetings To All

2009-01-26T12:53:00.001+08:00

KuNg HEI FAT CHOI!!!

Ampao!

2009-01-25T21:16:00.001+08:00

Thank you Angkong for the ampao! Dinner is just at home with the whole Lipio Family. Now we are off to Serendra for some exercise.

Gotta burn the fats I ate for tonight.

An addition to my favorite movie list

2009-01-25T19:36:00.001+08:00

Check out my Facebook for my list. And an addition to it is Nick&Norah's Infinite Playlist! But I haven't edit my Info yet at facebook.

As of now, I'm trying this app from App Store which is supposed to add/edit posts for my blogger. Hope this post comes out better than I'm expecting. I was wondering if it can also upload pictures for my blog. I guess I'll have to figure it out some other time. Gotta attend a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner. Bon apettit!

Happy Chinese New Year in advance

2009-01-25T03:22:00.002+08:00

Lucky Colors to wear before the start of New Year!

Tiger/Ox- Pink and Red

Rat/Monkey/Rooster- Yellow and White

Dog/Pig- Blue and Black

Rabbit: any Blue color

Dragon/Snake/Horse- Red and Green

Sheep: Blue and Yellow

******** KUNG HEI FAT CHOI ********

4Vday [A Girl Can Dream]

2009-01-23T12:34:00.003+08:00

V DAy is fast approaching.

I woke up last Monday and work work work, then its already Friday.
Time fly fast, when occupied with a busy schedule. As if I'm super busy with work =P

I'm posting my Office Address, just in case someone or maybe a secret admirer might want to send me a bouquet of Daisies or Rose! Libre naman mag dream eh. Who knows I might be lucky! ;)

Room #45 4th Flr. Matrinco Bldg.
2178 Pasong Tamo,
Makati City

(>_<)

Freeloader!

2009-01-22T18:16:00.001+08:00

I'm at Starbucks Rockwell now, and they have free Wifi!

Yebah!!! LOL

Wishing-hissing

2009-01-21T13:54:00.004+08:00

Last night I was hanging out at Applei's LC. It was a slow night. I guess most of the peeps are watching Obama's Inauguration. As for me, I don't have any political view. I find it to be a complicated topic and most peeps get personal discussing it. I'll rather discuss something else. LOL

Out of my boredom, I wish peeps will pop at the LC asking for help. Then, in a matter of minutes, people were popping and asking for help. The LC was literally flooding! I was lucky, cause I have my fellow Applei Friend JAy to help. That time, I was just finishing my cig. But because of my wish, I had 5 sticks of cigs before I log off at Applei.

Next time, I'll be more careful with what I wish for. =P

I'll be at Serendra tonight, will be hanging out with my Besty! (n_n)

Love It!

2009-01-19T12:54:00.002+08:00

A Fun site to Edit Photos! Check it out!

http://photofunia.com/

Maid of Honor DILEMMA

2009-01-14T12:02:00.003+08:00

My bestfriend got engage last January 12, which was their 11th or 12th Anniversary. I kinda lost count when they have been dating for a decade. LOL

I didn't expect that she will ask me to be her Maid of Honor since, I remember the last conversation we had about Wedding Entourage, she said that she won't be asking a close friend to be her Maid of Honor cause it can create conflicts with friends.

I was shocked and happy that she ask me. Since lately we haven't been speaking to each other due to a certain reason. I don't mean to "rain of her parade", this is why I'm putting this into writing.

Yes I am Happy for her, cause the plan she set for her life is on track. They have been together for more than a decade, its enough reasonable reason for her confidence that this is the guy that she is destined to be with. They have been through a lot of trials and who know's what more. What's more important, is that He makes her Happy and He knows Emma more than anyone else. They are both stable and I think being together for a decade and at the age of 28, its time for Emma to settle down and live her dream.

I'm telling this all cause it helps to convince myself that the guy she is marrying is special to her and that he deserves her love and devotion. I keep on blabbing about the two of them, when my ranting isn't exactly about it.

You see, when Emma ask me to be her Made of Honor, I felt that I won't get married. Let me rephrase that, I think That I WIll Never Get Married. I don't know what triggers this feeling. I was crying last night while I put on a mask congratulating her and telling her how psyche I was to be her maid of honor. I know its was a hypocritical thing for me doing that, and its not my type who acts fake. Except my double standard principle over pirated DVD products.

I just wish my hunch will prove me wrong someday. I don't want to be an "Old dog lady"!