Sunday, January 12, 2014

Love Life


La la-la-la-la-la-la-la Love Life....

What's that? Heartaches and mistakes? Look at the mess that we created? What's that?


I woke up today feeling so tired, restless.. You were the first thing on my mind.. Conversation from last night slowly flowing in my thoughts.. I'm thinking, is this how it's supposed to be? I knew from the time the arguments was starting, it's setting its place, something is broken.. I kept on thinking, analyzing, laying the pices of the puzzle, mapping it out.. Then I realized, I broke my rule, bend it without thinking and reflecting.. 


Last night was a mirror, a mirror of the consequence that I am forced to be facing.. I was feeling so happy and I guess, at some point, my feet needs to be back on the ground. I guess that's why they say that happiness is a temporary thing in the world, unless acceptance sets to place. Happiness is borrowed time.. Can't be happy all the time right? Something should come and exist to keep things balance..


I'm not fully decided on what I want to happen, I'm always scared to make decision.. When it comes to matters of life, it's so difficult to be facing ultimatums and finalization.. But then again, it's harder to be in between, floating, hanging, it's torture.. Emotional inflicting pain especially to someone who thinks a lot, always expecting the worst.. 


So, while waiting for the future to happen, my thoughts are left with this sentiments;



I feel these four walls are closing in, my face up against the glass, I'm looking out.
Is this my life I'm wondering, it happens to fast..
How do I turn things around? Is this the bed I chose to make?
Wide open spaces far away... 

(Sight)

All I want is the wind in my face..
To face the fear but, not feel scared..

14 Comments:

  1. Anonymous said...
    love it:]
    Unknown said...
    gream said...
    New Online Casino Games Site Enjoyment that provides an opportunity for real online gambling. Gambling today has changed the game that is easy to play. Golden slot A thrilling thriller with new gambling games. The gamblers are good at all. When it comes to gambling in the online world, Gclub69, we have to look at the casino as the answer to the real gambling. Choose a play at home casual, a great opportunity to truly open the service to win more easily, fun to play at any time, no boring new avenues of access. Online gambling nowadays. Continuous system development. Create a good financial cheer for yourself. A lot of casinos change the game of choice to play at home, win more than 10-30 million prize money, open up the world to the leading gambling empire, the largest online gambling game. สล็อตออนไลน์ Betting Opportunities Create a comfortable, easy-to-view, open-minded, open-minded online experience with a 24-hour online betting site.
    Mona Desai said...
    In The Event That you are Intending to Welcome a couple of Companions More than, Peta ling Escorts Services in Pune will be the ideal Expansion.
    Escorts Services in Pune
    Unknown said...
    Izydaisy.com
    1. Free Classifieds In India
    Title: Free Classifieds In India - IZY DAISY
    Short Description: Free Online India Classified Ads. IZY DAISY is one of the best free classifieds in India which serves as a pure web directory to post a free classified across Bangalore, Chennai, Mumbai, Ahmedabad, Goa, Kolkata, Hyderabad and Delhi.
    Description:
    There are many free classified portals in India but we are always confused with which one is the right classified portal to get a proper result for our various purposes.
    So here let me get you through one of the best free classifieds in India - IZY DAISY. This website gives you the right feel of looks and easy navigation for you to post your free ads online.
    It has many categories which are free and premium in range to get you the best benefit out of your efforts. Some of the Categories are SPA and SALON which covers many services like Bridal Makeup, Groom Makeup, Body Massage Parlour, Pedicure, Medicare, Professional Haircut and overall Body Waxing services across India.
    Apart from these IZY DAISY has many more categories to post Free Classifieds In India. Let me list you all the lists below:
    1. Buy or Sell PETS
    There are various sub categories under this PETS section which allows you post an ad regarding Birds, Cats, Dogs for buying or selling and also it gives you an option to post an ad to find your lost PETS.
    2. Find An Employee
    Finding a right employee is always been a challenging task for every companies across the world. Here you can ease yourself and find the same at free rather than paying huge premiums online with other Job Portals.
    3. Find An Employer
    Vise versa, It is very difficult for Employee to find a right employer without any third party agencies so here we have given a right platform to choose a good company without any third party agent that too Free of cost by selecting a right Free Classified Post.
    4. Buy or Sell Vehicles
    Buying or Selling used or new vehicles have become lot more easier after this online classified portal concepts in India and IZY DAISY proves to be one of the best platform to post Free Classifieds In India.
    5. Connect Personal Encounters
    IZY DAISY is only the perfect place to stay connected with your casual encounters when you travel across India from various different countries. It has wide range of categories for women and men to fulfil their need.
    6. Join a right Community
    There are lot of online communities which IZY DAISY Free Classifieds Portal approaches to connect many individuals across India.
    7. Find a right Classes for your career
    Let it be dancing, cooking, education or sports whichever kind of career you are looking for will definitely need many options for you to choose, Those options are easily available at IZYDAISY.COM.
    8. Buy, Sell or Rent Home or Office
    Real Estate has been always crowded via many agents and third party dealers so it is always tough to find a right buyer or right seller without any intermediate person to which IZYDAISY Real Estate category gives a clear distinction on choosing right buyer or seller with or without agents.
    9. Post your Events
    There could be many varieties of events which are running on particular schedules and that needs to be promoted promptly get the exact output from it whether it could be party event or corporate event IZYDAISY.COM has the perfect platform to post Free Classifieds In India.
    Hope you got the right information on Where to post your free classifieds In India. Happy Posting.
    Link: https:www.izydaisy.com
    Unknown said...
    mahipalpur escorts said...
    Elite VVIP Models said...
    Independent Bangalore escorts are the unspoiled decision of fraternity when it includes fulfilling your sexual wants and they leave enduring recollections with you whenever they delicate their service.

    Bangalore Escorts
    Independent Escorts in Bangalore
    Escorts Service in Bangalore
    Escorts in Bangalore
    Call Girls in Bangalore
    Neha walia Andheri said...
    Fun Night Model Hyderabad said...
    All India Escorts Service said...
    Fun Night Model Hyderabad said...
    Unknown said...
    Optimum Keto said...
    Detoxification using infused water is a process of cleansing the system by just sipping the infused water regularly. This process starts with the liver and then acts slowly in other organs like your lungs and gut. It helps in holistically managing our overall health by flushing out the toxins from the body.

    https://www.nutriminimart.com/optimum-keto-pills/

    https://www.nutriminimart.com/ciniax-kapseln/
    https://www.nutriminimart.com/prima-kapseln/
    https://www.nutriminimart.com/a1-keto-bhb-reviews/
    https://www.nutriminimart.com/grownmd-cbd-gummies/
    https://www.nutriminimart.com/nuubu-detox-patch-no/
    https://www.nutriminimart.com/green-lobster-cbd-gummies/
    https://www.nutriminimart.com/rhino-spark-male-enhancement/

Post a Comment



 

blogger templates | Make Money Online