Thursday, October 10, 2013
I'm am down with some viral that I don't know when I exactly got it. Doctor said its because of my low immune system. I've started drinking my meds last Monday, 7th of October. I'm off the weather. I've been homebound for days. My fever started to subside 2 days ago. I'm up most of the time and I'm freaking bored. I don't know what home buddy do. All I could think of are my dresses, my new dresses that I've been wanting to wear, accessorized, fix my hair nicely and wear my chucks. I want to be with my friend and hangout. I want my routine back badly. I want to have dinner with my freinds and hang out have desserts or coffee, watch movies, talk about anything. Staying home without any fever is driving me nuts. I wish i have the fever (not the body pains).. So that I would be asleep the whole time and not think about stuff that been happening to my life right now, I tend to be pessimistic towards others. What can I say, I'm a happy girl, when I'm out and wearing my clothes, shoes, bracelets. Happy girl, when I'm productive and keeping myself busy with the stuff that interest me. Oh I don't know what to do yet.
Side Track...
I was told by a friend that I am channeling my frustrations on him and he doesn't know what to do with it. That made me realized that I am feeling annoyed. Since I'm not doing anything, I tend to wait for him to text me back. This is not good at all. I feel I'm a parasite. I do not exploit people. I am not that kind of person. What the HELL is this virus doing to me? I was having a fun time with this friend and things are great between us. I was in a happy place. Oh I want to go back to being happy and not feeling frustrated. I'm thinking of how to divert my attention to whom or what. For a sick girl, I should be feeling tired, weary, exhausted. Its been two days that I couldn't sleep at night because of my itchy rashes that the viral is causing. Plus, I just learned that Advil is the meds thats making my tummy painful. Good thing, Ive realized that after 3 days. I'm on a different type of medication today, as the Doctor suggested.
I'm not having dinner with my family tonight. I'm going take this frustrations to sleep. Hoping that when I wake up, I'll feel much more better and that my friend will still be there waiting for me..
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