Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Re-Cap


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Getting older sure brings a lot of pressure. People expect something from you, a better life, a better car, a better carrer, in other words - something different. I wonder where will my life will lead next year. Will I be different Valerie? Honestly, I don't like growing. I like my life now. I don't want the pressure of work or school. I have a paper due by the end of the month and I haven't start writing. I'm still confused on how to write it down and I'm having a hard time getting people to help me. I think our Plant Manager expect a lot from me. He kept saying that I (alone) should do it. He has no idea how much pressure this paper is doing to me. Sometimes I wished that they could have seen me in a different way, not the Manager type. Oh boy... The expectations that the Plant, my family, especially my father is killing me. I'm having a hard time thinking on how I'm going to make things happen and achieve these expectations. I try hard not to think about failure. I try to keep in mind the positive and support that my Sister, Mother, and friends cheer me with. I know that there is no easy way in things like this and I also know that when I do accomplish this, it will be one of my greatest highlight in my life.

As I try not to face reality of growing old, I know that I could not stop nor delay the things that are ment in my life to happen. So I ask one thing for my birthday and I hope that this was ment for me to accomplish and not loose my sanity. I won't mention is here anymore what exactly I am asking for, but I'm sure He already knows about it.


I placed a 3 year recap of my birthday photos. Funny that I mentioned that I don't like growing up. Yet, you can see me change the way I look and wear more appropriate clothes throughout the years. I can't figure out if its because, I change for the better or I change cause everyone expects me to change.

Anyhow,

Thank you so much for everyone who greeted me and made this simple day special to me.

I love you guys so much!

PEACE!

 

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