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I damaged my car this morning. I feel guilt, embarassed, and stupid.


I was on my way to Suzuki Alabang to have the sterio car check. I missed my turn to I pulled up and shift my gear to R. I guess, I was running pretty fast since the damage was big. I checked my rear view mirror once and I kept checking my side mirror. Since my car has back sensor installed, I was relying on the beep sound., which that time there was no beeping sound at all. Then bam! I jerk off my seat, hit the breakes and my heart was pumping fast. I couldn't get myself to go out of the car to check the damage. My driver Jamon did it for me. Then looking at the rear view mirror I see this big green post. "how come I didn't see it" I asked myself. I was so scared to what my dad will think of me with this carelessness action. So I shifted my thought to a more positive thinking and hoping that my friend will give me a boost of support. Wrong move! He didnt made me feeling any better- at all. I texted my him and all I got is a phone call of sermons and a irritating laugh. A laugh that made me feel stupid, embarrassed and "your dad shouldn't have bought you that car" sound.


I'm charging this to experience for now.


I hope that I'll be a better driver someday.

On March I can apply for my non-pro licence and I can't wait to drive this baby!

Since I've discovered my phobia with buses, I thought that I will never get to learn how to drive. I even enrolled myself to a driving school 2 years ago, hoping that I will overcome the fear. But you know what, it didn't work. I think, all it took is forced driving and a shiny white cute car. My dad really knows how to my worl around.


Thank you Dad! I love it!!!