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I need someone to call
When I'm feeling blue
I need someone to love
Who's like you
I really need someone
And it's you


I want see again the stars in your eyes
Just to forget my million cries
Let me hear again the beat of your <3
Although I now you love me not


Stay with me just even as a friend,
Stay with me 'till the end
And I pray to God who sits above
To let you feel my hidden love

I gave the speech right after dinner. I remember that i couldn't eat and I drank half a glass of wine to collect my courage. My speech is short and simple, but from my heart. I figured since its a intimate wedding, there is no point of expressing much of the Bride and Grooms personality - the two Bestman covered that part well enough.

I hope that Antonio and (especially) Elaine love and appreciate my what I said that night.


Good Evening Everybody.

I'm Valerie.

Thank you Emma for asking me to be your Maid of Honor, I wasn't expecting it.

I've known Elaine since we were grade 6. Our Friendship blossomed during High School.
Elaine is like a Sister to me. We had our shared trials is life. We Fought, we cried, we laugh, we had each other's back.

When Elaine told me that she got engaged to Antonio - That was the first time we spoked to each other after a year of no communication. I remember, I felt sand and happy at the same time.

Happy, cause my Sister is back.

Sad (for a split seconds), cause I'm loosing her again for the second time.

But now, I've realized that I'm not loosing a sister. Instead, I'm gaining a brother.


To Antonio and Elaine:

I'm wishing you the best of both worlds.
Love each other as if it was the first time.
Pray together before you sleep
And most of All (promise me this), I'll be the Ninang of your first born
... Make it soon!
Love you Both!

Cheers!!!

Its been awhile since I wrote my thoughts out. I wasn't in the mood and I see no significant event that's worth sharing, till now (I guess).


My Best Friend Elaine got married last Friday and I was the Maid of Honor. I remember that I didn't enjoy the seat down dinner cause I was so nervous with my speech. Its short, but its from the heart. I'll post it next time, I wrote it down on a piece of paper and its somewhere in my purse.


Before and after the wedding, I (still) feel terrified. You see, both Rina and Elaine are married and my buddy Q, is engaged. I'm the last one in the circle who doesn't have a partner. I'm scared. I'm really scared that, what if there is no one for me out there? What if I'm destined to be single for the rest of my life? I've been trying to tell myself that its going to be alright, that I will live to accept it. But as each day passes by, I feel hopeless, worried, scared that this is my life would be. I don't want to be single for the rest of my life. I don't want to be lonely. I'm lonely every single day. I mean, I put up a face that I'm alright and strong and I have accepted my singular livelihood but I'm having this melt down or whatever you call it. Gosh, I don't even know if I wanted to post this and share with you all but I wanna be true to myself at one point. I don't want to pretend that my life is great. Funny, cause when people ask me how I am, my answer is already 'I'm great'. Its harder pulling this thing off and not telling anyone the truth about it. It scared me that when I tell, I'll see this pathetic look on their faces and they try tell me that it will be alright, that the right guy will show up soon, all that crap; cause when I look in their eyes, I don't see the hope that someone is out there for me.


How come it feels that I'm the only single person who feels this way? This sucks!

I'll be wearing something like it to Elaine's wedding.

Hi Guys! I'm starting to play this game app in my iPhone called We Rule.

Add me up pls.

vmlipio


See ya!

I wanted to Thank my Achie who is in charge of this whole surprise event held last Saturday, May 1 at Taverna Bar, Ortigas.
I didn't expect, even a hint that there was already something going on. It was a job well done! Thank you for the people who helped make this happened, especially to Robin & Chris - na sinugitan ko cause I was already hungry when they fetch me so late na. Clifson - yung pampagulo nga plans, Mas lalo ko pang di na pansin yun surprise party.


Recalling Tuesday- April 27, when I asked Clifson to watch a movie on Thursday which he insisted that we moved it to Saturday and Robin & Chris who invited me to have dinner on Saturday at HEAT, which all turned out to be false/fake plans. Thank you guys for having the patient with me. I know that in times, I'm tough to persuade, but I guess this time, you really pulled a leg to make it happen. Buti na lang, walang na inis saakin during the process.


On the night of the event, Rob and Chris fetch me super late; the originally time was supposed to be 7:30PM. They fetch me at 9PM na. I was super hungry na that time, that I already ate a light dinner, which I felt so bad cause I wanted to make sulit the buffet they were were supposedly having. When they arrived at my house, I was already getting stubborn with them - I'm guessing its my tummy revolting from hunger. Then Robin said that we will pass by for her friend Ferrer at Taverna, cause she will be joining us for dinner. As Me and Rob went out of the car, I left my bag inside. Robin even reminded me about my purse and I replied "No na, sandali lang naman tayo eh".


The next episode is the funny part.


As I walked inside the bar - There were only two tables occupied; one table was occupied by 3 guys who don't know and at the far right corner table, there was this one girl who was hiding under the table, feet up in fetus style. All I can see is her behind. I was so surprised as they all 3 girls stand up and screamed "Surprised!". It was my Achie who who's behind that I saw! Nic and Maica caught my attention as I didn't noticed them at first. Nakakagulat! Di ko pa nga alam that the surprised was for me, cause they were only 3 of them. Yun pala, I arrived earlier from the rest of the crowed. The second to arrived was Emma and King, which turned out to be - Emma was more surprised. As she walked towards me, she wasn't sure if I was the one seating towards the entrance door. Few steps away from me. she screamed "Surprised!" and we all laugh cause of her delayed reaction.


It was a fun night! I got drunk and dizzy with 2 glass of alcoholic drinks.


Thank's Everyone!

I am Soo CraZed with Hello Kitty! I saw this on the internet while I was surfin for Hello Kitty Car accessories.

Does anyone know where I can buy?

Please message me :D

THANKS!

I can't find my folder of CDs!!


I just realized that I'm missing my old school songs in my iPod. I removed the playlist when my old iPhone's memory was full. Now that I upgrade, I want to transfer all of it back and I can't find my CD magazines. Oh please! My Jars Of Clay CD's! Come to me!

Wahhhhh!!

I damaged my car this morning. I feel guilt, embarassed, and stupid.


I was on my way to Suzuki Alabang to have the sterio car check. I missed my turn to I pulled up and shift my gear to R. I guess, I was running pretty fast since the damage was big. I checked my rear view mirror once and I kept checking my side mirror. Since my car has back sensor installed, I was relying on the beep sound., which that time there was no beeping sound at all. Then bam! I jerk off my seat, hit the breakes and my heart was pumping fast. I couldn't get myself to go out of the car to check the damage. My driver Jamon did it for me. Then looking at the rear view mirror I see this big green post. "how come I didn't see it" I asked myself. I was so scared to what my dad will think of me with this carelessness action. So I shifted my thought to a more positive thinking and hoping that my friend will give me a boost of support. Wrong move! He didnt made me feeling any better- at all. I texted my him and all I got is a phone call of sermons and a irritating laugh. A laugh that made me feel stupid, embarrassed and "your dad shouldn't have bought you that car" sound.


I'm charging this to experience for now.


I hope that I'll be a better driver someday.

On March I can apply for my non-pro licence and I can't wait to drive this baby!

Since I've discovered my phobia with buses, I thought that I will never get to learn how to drive. I even enrolled myself to a driving school 2 years ago, hoping that I will overcome the fear. But you know what, it didn't work. I think, all it took is forced driving and a shiny white cute car. My dad really knows how to my worl around.


Thank you Dad! I love it!!!

Last December 29,2009 approximately at 5pm in the afternoon when Cha-Cha got home from the Doctor, she passed away. I got this e-mail from my Dad. This made me cry and it was the first heartfelt letter that I got from Daddy. I just want to share it, I'm sure that most of you who had experience the same thing understand how heartbroken and hurt this must. I don't know how to show my empathy to my Father. It felt that I can't do anything to make him feel better and to even ease the pain cause I would have felt the same, if it happens to me. So, I hope my Dad will read this someday and know that I did try to empathize with his on this experience.


From: dpp_chacha@yahoo.com
Subject: I LOST MY BEST FRIEND ( MY PET: CHACHA)
Date: December 30, 2009 4:52:48 AM GMT+08:00

Hello ,

my pet pug died yesterday dec. 29. i had to tell this story since i owe it to chacha who had been with me for almost 9 years since she was 3 months old. after my wife Mellie died i spent a lot of my time taking care of chacha since i didn't want to entrust her to maids who do not know how to take care and love dogs. chacha goes with me to almost everyplace i go to even to my office everyday. she sleeps with me since she was 3 months old.

last nvember i noticed that she had a boil in her legs but very small. as days went by the boil started growing but not very fast. i had her brought to the vet but the vet couldn't operate cause chacha was overweight and she had to go on a diet. about a week ago the boil grew very big and i started to get worried but my vet was on a seminar in singapore. last friday when i came home i noticed that chacha wasn't as active as she used to be and she was just waiting for me to be beside her. i talked to val and said that we should bring her to the vet on monday since i notice the boil was starting to bleed on sunday.

val brought chacha to the vet on monday and the vet had her stay overnight for some test to find out whether he could operate. this afternoon at 2:00 pm the vet called me to pick up chacha since her x ray machine had problems and she said that she gave her antibiotics sor the boil and to bring chacha back on january then she will operate to remove the boil.i had my driver and maid pick up chacha. when chacha got home entered my room beingcarried by the maid she looked at me and went into a massive heart attack but without any sound.

when the maid placed her on my bed at first i didn't notice that she died but i didn't like the way the maid placed her on my bed. i went over to straighten her and noticed she had died.

i can't help myself from being sad and alone. i will miss my chacha. she will always have a place in my heart. my routine will have to change abruptly.

i thank God for giving me chacha and the time i spent with her. chacha was not only my friend but she made me realize that taking care of others is such a fulfilling value.

i will always have such a friend as chacha in my heart to remind me of values that i have to give and conquer as i go to fulfill my destiny.

a pet is forever

Denis